I can see how much pain you hold,
every time I look into those eyes...

Knocking on the gates of heaven
I guess it is closed for me...

Too many wishes that the past was not real
Too many hard times for my broken heart to heal...

My head is pounding hard
My heart is racing fast...

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She stares at her ceiling...

Death was the word I considered most
I wanted to do it, I came so close...

*-Red-*
Red is the color of love...

** This is how a broken heart feels to me. Please...
When you cannot open your eyes...

I said I would love you forever,
whether we were together or not...

Red lines, hearts, and stars.
My mind is losing hope...

I can’t even begin to explain
I don’t know where to start...

Cannot think about you
Cannot change the past...