I'm starting all over and forgetting the past.
It was all so messed up I should have known it...

Engulfed in darkness and drowning in guilt.
No one can get past all of these walls that I've...

It's scary to think what they'd say if they knew...
It's kinda funny to think of all the stories...

I feel so trapped,
in my heart and in my mind...

Hidden words and secrets untold.
I wanted to give you everything but my hearts...

If you could only see me
sitting here tonight...

Walking below but feeling so tall.
Preaching my words while knowing nothing at all...

Just sitting, wishing you were here.
Already I'm a wreck, everything's unclear...

I never asked for your help or even to care.
I probably should have but it's too hard for me to...

One strean of blood on the arm of one lonely girl.
As the blood runs quicker the room begins to...

I don't know why I can't stop thinking about you.
I can't get you out of my head...

I don't know how to tell you
that I'm not as happy as I look...