Last night i told myself
id let you go and not wait up for your call
but i lied .. just like you.

Getting over you
is gonna be hard.
But for me to stop
...loving you...
will be the hardest.

Question- why was love even created?
answer- so girls always have a reason to cry.
question- notice how its never really the guys?
answer- yep because they try to be tough and break your heart first.

But when its all said and done, yeah i still love him because in my heart, true love is forever.

Am i like the rest of the people you love?
If not, then can i be?

A guy is nothing, but the cheap tears you cry.

If im as pretty as everyone says i am,
then why do i cry at night?

Im waiting on a dream that will never come true, and that dream is you.

And the truth is...deep down im dying.

Ill bleed all over my bed
soaking in my own suicide!