Her laughing sounds too much like crying.
Her smiling looks too much like dying.
Her joking around just covers it all,
When she tries to fly she starts to fall..

I would rather die today,
Than have you be so sad.
Id slit my wrists and smile,
If it only made you glad.....

This pain has got too real,
My soul is screaming to be saved.
Its embedded in my heart for life,
A scar forever engraved......

The day I saw you with that girl,
It felt like someone had cut me open,
And ripped out my insides...
*~*GuTtEd!*~*

Even though your not here now,
You'll always be in my heart.
Even thought your in heaven and Im still here,
We'll never truly be apart...

So I walk to the top of a building,
I know its what I must do.
I jump and while I'm flying,
I know Ill be back with you...

My soul is crying out,
Asking to be saved.
The pain has scarred my life,
In my heart, forever engraved.

Tears flowing down my cheeks,
Blood pouring down my arm,
The only way I survive,
Is to survive on my self harm.

Your words,
Are as cold as ice,
Chilling my blood,
Freezing my heart.

Today I cried crimson tears,
I cried them over you.
Over what you've done to me,
Over the things you've put me through.