Your words,
Are as cold as ice,
Chilling my blood,
Freezing my heart.

Tears flowing down my cheeks,
Blood pouring down my arm,
The only way I survive,
Is to survive on my self harm.

My soul is crying out,
Asking to be saved.
The pain has scarred my life,
In my heart, forever engraved.

So I walk to the top of a building,
I know its what I must do.
I jump and while I'm flying,
I know Ill be back with you...

Even though your not here now,
You'll always be in my heart.
Even thought your in heaven and Im still here,
We'll never truly be apart...

The day I saw you with that girl,
It felt like someone had cut me open,
And ripped out my insides...
*~*GuTtEd!*~*

This pain has got too real,
My soul is screaming to be saved.
Its embedded in my heart for life,
A scar forever engraved......

I would rather die today,
Than have you be so sad.
Id slit my wrists and smile,
If it only made you glad.....

Her laughing sounds too much like crying.
Her smiling looks too much like dying.
Her joking around just covers it all,
When she tries to fly she starts to fall..

When you look into my eyes what do you see?
A girl thats lost and tormented?
Yeah that would be me.
When you look at my arms what do you see?
A girl thats giving up on life?
Yeah that would be me.