It kills me inside to see you sad,
But Ill do anything to help you through.
I couldnt save myself Im afraid,
So Ill try my best to save you....

I battled so very hard...
But now Ive given up the fight...
I tried to be strong, but I failed...
Im sorry, Im ending my life tonight...

The tears stedily trickle down my face,
Knowing you only think of me as a disgrace.
You only critise me, and emphasize my flaws,
Im so sick of the pain and the hurt that you cause....

I spy with my little eye,
A girl who wants nothing more than to die,
A girl whos giving up the fight,
A girl whos ending her life tonight,
A girl whos gonna, from this world, break free,
A girl who, Im sad to say, is me....

I sit curled up in my corner,
Wishing someone could understand.
I stand weeping all alone,
Catching tear drops in my hand...

Cant seem to live,
Yet cant seem to die.
Cant seem to smile,
Yet cant seem to cry.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
You wish I were dead....
And I wish it too....

At the end of the day, even after everything everyones done to me, the only person I really hate is myself.

Look Happy.
Talk Happy.
Act Happy.

Just don't let on that you're a fake.

What's the point in even tyring to be happy, if you know you're only going to get let down again?