Choking on my own tears....
Drowning in my own blood....
Bleeding in my heart....
Strangled by YOUR lies....

Lost and alone,
No one there,
Not anyone at all,
No one to care...

Physically shes ok....
Mentally shes been beaten, battered and tortured.

You were once my candle in the dark,
But your flame went out...
You were once my map in the unknown,
But you went and I was left lost...

When you look into my eyes what do you see?
A girl thats lost and tormented?
Yeah that would be me.
When you look at my arms what do you see?
A girl thats giving up on life?
Yeah that would be me.

The lies,
Only disguise,
The truth.

Today I cried crimson tears,
I cried them over you.
Over what you've done to me,
Over the things you've put me through.

Your words,
Are as cold as ice,
Chilling my blood,
Freezing my heart.

Tears flowing down my cheeks,
Blood pouring down my arm,
The only way I survive,
Is to survive on my self harm.

My soul is crying out,
Asking to be saved.
The pain has scarred my life,
In my heart, forever engraved.