So I walk to the top of a building,
I know its what I must do.
I jump and while I'm flying,
I know Ill be back with you...

Even though your not here now,
You'll always be in my heart.
Even thought your in heaven and Im still here,
We'll never truly be apart...

The day I saw you with that girl,
It felt like someone had cut me open,
And ripped out my insides...
*~*GuTtEd!*~*

This pain has got too real,
My soul is screaming to be saved.
Its embedded in my heart for life,
A scar forever engraved......

I would rather die today,
Than have you be so sad.
Id slit my wrists and smile,
If it only made you glad.....

Her laughing sounds too much like crying.
Her smiling looks too much like dying.
Her joking around just covers it all,
When she tries to fly she starts to fall..

Every day is a step closer to the edge,
Every hour is another reason to die.
Every minute is another minute of pain,
Every second another silent tear I cry...

People say suicide is selfish, but really they are the ones acting selfishly by asking you to stay...

She tried to fly,
But instead she fell...
She tried to get to heaven,
But instead she got to hell....
She tried to smile,
But ended up crying.....
She tried to live,
But ended up dying....

Her life is in ruins,
Her only hope now...
To burn out in style,
The question is how?