Shame and utter humiliation
Defying ways, unruley nature...

*~13th of June 2005~*
It comes to this...

Falling to your knees,
Face upon your heart...

Water beating off her skin,
She turns up the temperature...

Your words that caress my face
they bind me to you...

*~Written for a friend, I just want her to know I...
A stabbing pain in my chest...

*~ 4th of June 2005 ~*
Its like running water...

The black rats
hanging from the doors...

Screaming repeating again over and over,
Eating away from the inside...

You can steal my heart
but you'll never have my soul...

I tried so many times before
to explain what has happened...

Arms of jelly,
I'm sick with worry...