To my one and only!
Laying in my bed, thinking about you. I dont kno...

Looking up at the stars,
wondering where shes at...

I love you so much,
It hurts me inside...

Something was saying run and hide.
That horrible day that Brandon died...

I gave in tonight and I feel bad.
I broke all the promises that I had...

Sadness, pain,
Quilt and shame...

I let you go, I blew my chance.
You moved on but I am stuck in a trance...

I really loved you. honestly its true.
And if you want the truth, i still do...

When will you be able to see,
Just how much you mean to me...

After all i have done for you to show you i care,
After all we have been through, you knowing i was...

I look down at my knife.
Then i look back over my life...

I am sorry you guys, for everything i have done.
You do not know what i did but i did not do it for...