I am sorry you guys, for everything i have done.
You do not know what i did but i did not do it for fun.
I made a big mistake and i wish i could take it back.
I do not know why i did it, there is just something that i lack.
Every time i get sad i turn to my knife.
One day i will cut to deep and it will take my life.
Thats not what i want though.
God will tell me when its my time to go.
I am trying to quit cutting but its getting tough.
Its like an addictive drug, I just cant get enough.
I would have you help me by listening to your voice.
But in the end, it all comes down to MY final choice.
