"so what made you think that he couldnt find the door in the morning when he found that bed so easily in the dark"

But each time that it threw me back
i refused to stand
i couldnt look around again
to see no outstretched hand

i couldnt wake up to find
that there never was a light
i covered my ears with stronger hands
i never want to hear im right

Im a lover not a fighter
despite what you may hear
so plz dont make me fight for you
dont make me shed a tear
for if a tear is shed said she
i will surley bid you go
& once again my heart will bleed
once again ill crawl below

-it hurts..

I had given you every last bit of my trust
and this is what happens when gold turns to rust
you'll get weaker, you'll get beat down
you'll get trampled from the inside
and when i get through with you
you're gonna wish you had died

Thank God it was you that found me lying here
face down in a mirror doing my best
attempt to disappear

In his mind he stood,
a strongly broken man
he closed his eyes, his heart...
watched her as she ran

-new poem..check it out ^_-

I keep looking down
wondering if theres something ive missed
i keep seeing in your eyes
these things that dont exist

-have no clue maybe itll be a poem

Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen
-Celldweller

So go ahead. Fall down. The world looks different from the ground.

Razor split and tied with lies
i watch the reflection as once again she cries
shreaks in my head begging me to stop
but i cant, i wont, i need this

-poem im workin on