Mirror mirror lie to me
show me what i wanna see

Let's have Hardcore... Hide and seek..
Only you'll Never Find me...

One day, they tell me, every bird flies free
But i cannot forgive what they've done to me.

-from my poem Black Gypsy

Tears filled my eyes
but this time they were glad
to have finally be given
the things they never had

And i know his eyes
they tore us apart
no need to quote this
it wont break his heart

-new poem

Where is that silence you promised me?
Why is that distance so close to me?
Why is your violence still hurting me?
Why are your eyes avoiding me?

I travel for you around the world
Collecting moments o how absurd
To bring you beauty to bring you joy
Please love me, your little toy

Still too young to see
too stubborn to admit
you're waiting for me to love you
im waiting for you to quit

but im here now
and im waiting for you to see
there's no way i can love you
if you dont feel the same for me

I continue to write these words
like a maniac on speed
i need to write them all out
more of an addiction than a need
it is in them that i search
to find all the answers
and to find the right way to ask you
if we could just become strangers

My heart cant keep from falling
theres no time for it to heal
i know i cannot love you
because love just isn't real

-from new poem