I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

-NIN

"...Went to the doctor, and I asked her, to make this stop. Got medication, a new addiction, Fvckin thanks a lot. Had to relapse, I'm outta rehab, It ruined everything..."
-Unwritten Law

Let the fun and games begin
She is vain and broken in
Skin is cold and white
Such a lovely lonely night

Drink up all my alcohol
This is not a free for all
I'll be there for you
'til my hear it black and blue

-breaking benjamin

*^*they only invited -yOu- because they knew you wouldnt come*^*

...im tired of waiting for it
infurated with hiding whats within
you've alredy killed everything else
the only thing left is my skin...

*just a thought for a new poem...

You wanted to know if If it was worth the pain that it has caused us.
Both our lives - subtract one life
To know why it was you deserved this
...Something beautiful
Something torn from my hands
I'm not ready for you to die...
-Emery

In my memory I wrote you down in ink
I never wanted to erase your story
Even with the tragedy it brings

-Emery

"...I chose this cup that i drink from
knew what i was getting into
but i couldnt let out what i had to keep in
im ashamed of myself ..."

-Bayside

If i only had a mask
id cover these bleeding eyes.
theyre bloodshot now
but theyll be black by dawn

-Bayside

"stab my back...its better when i bleed for you...walk on me...it never was enough to do..."

-ALLR