There's a voice in my head telling me why I should hate you,
But I hate myself instead.
There's a pair of dead eyes in the mirror looking back at me.
I guess its wrong to live life so lifelessly.

-Bayside

I used to rely on self-medication,
I guess I still do that from time to time.
But I'm getting better at fighting the future,
"Someday you'll be fine.."
Yes, I'll be just fine.
-MCS
*thanx kimberly and
xxfaded_silencexx

...im tired of waiting for it
infurated with hiding whats within
you've alredy killed everything else
the only thing left is my skin...

*just a thought for a new poem...

*^*they only invited -yOu- because they knew you wouldnt come*^*

Let the fun and games begin
She is vain and broken in
Skin is cold and white
Such a lovely lonely night

Drink up all my alcohol
This is not a free for all
I'll be there for you
'til my hear it black and blue

-breaking benjamin

"...Went to the doctor, and I asked her, to make this stop. Got medication, a new addiction, Fvckin thanks a lot. Had to relapse, I'm outta rehab, It ruined everything..."
-Unwritten Law

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

-NIN

We trust and believe so easily
entertain me and tell me "it didn't mean anything" it's vengous worth my tolerance and i could be careless
but i promise you'll feel everything...

-Matchbook Romance

Where does our story end where does it start i buried you along with my heart
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?
-MR

♥Now the scars of white have gone♥
§My tears are streaming back into my eyes§
¢The pills are dissolving through my pores¢
♥im ok, just another one of my lies...♥