This lump in my throat could kill me
a death no one will care about...

Hotness creeps through my body
is this really happening...

I needed someone like you
when i thought the time had run short...

The fat tears are swelling my eyes
the liquid is blinding me...

I'm digging you
you make me feel warm...

This is taking over my body like a drug
I'm addicted to caring...

I need a realization of what is real and what is...
my world is spinning and i have nothing to stop it...

Outside my window i see the stars
one shines brighter than all the others...

Hold me tight never let go
boy please let your love show...

Its like im blinded from the world in front of me...

And through my battered body all the pain is...
the thoughts of suicide the anger, the rage...

My heart is bruised battered and scarred and yeah...