This is taking over my body like a drug
I'm addicted to caring...

I need a realization of what is real and what is...
my world is spinning and i have nothing to stop it...

Outside my window i see the stars
one shines brighter than all the others...

Hold me tight never let go
boy please let your love show...

Its like im blinded from the world in front of me...

And through my battered body all the pain is...
the thoughts of suicide the anger, the rage...

My heart is bruised battered and scarred and yeah...

I never believed you when you said you cared
or when you said i love you...

Broken glass against my skin
clear turns to red...

Why do i smile at the sound of your name
and cry when you dont call...

I cried you cried
you told me you'd change...

Your laugh your smile they are all a blur
a long lost memory away from my mind...