Once again I am,
the one to blame...

At first I didn't realise,
I thought it was all a dream...

I hate that I smile,
I hate that I hide...

Torn apart,
Just like before...

Suffocating, Scared,
Afraid to be myself...

Inside,
I am just scared and alone...

You’re all alone,
You have no one to get you by...

Can you tell I’m a fake?
And that nothing is real...

Something must be wrong with me,
if all i do is cry...

That pain…
The one where you want...

I hate that I cant explain anymore,
About all the pain and fears I have...

It reachers into my soul,
It tears me apart...