I know its hurting you,
but its killing me

I sit and watch my black heart shatter,
amused by the dark clouds,
my life seems different from the way it used too,
nothing i've seem to have found.

Because of you i am ashamed of this life

I sold my soul just to hide the dark

Blink away the tears,
fight away the fears,
the end is almost here,
i can feel it when you get near.

When i cheat i only hurt myself and more,
but why do i keep doing this to myself,
i am about to just give up on everything.

Thought my teen years were going to be the best,
never thought it would feel like a big ass test,
but all is lost in a world of grey,
way to much then i'll ever say.

Woke up one day and everything had changed,
i still try to pray to make the pain fade away,
but all remains the same,
nothing but a life full of shame.

The day you left my spirit walked out on me,
my life feels so empty now,
the light slowly fades to black,
i dream of the day i will be happy,
my dying day.

I blame the world for all of my mistakes,
i take my pain and release it through these veins.
seems like for the past few years my worlds come crashing down,
burning in the flames of eternal hell.