I got bruises on my heart

These days i hate who i've become

Im a flunker in this life..all that you'll see is my mistakes, so let me be.

Sometimes life doesnt seem as it will go on,
sometimes you pray you wont see dawn.
sometimes the pain just doesnt go away,
sometimes you think there's no such thing as faith.
sometimes you just wanna die,
sometimes you wish to fly away.

Once again i lock myself in my room,
open up my heart and see you pour out of me, all the lies and hate,
only knowing you have taken over me again

I see the walls closing in on me,
the light fading slowly to black,
i wish you knew how i felt,
if only you knew how much pain i carry on my back.

My world slowly turns to gray,
i watch these clouds float over me,
lost in eternial hell,
waiting for my final dying day.

Im slowly fading,
watch me fall,
watch me hit the ground,
in front of them all.
my presence is no longer here,
its been gone for so many years,
i shed these tears each night i go on,
hopeing i wont see the break of dawn.

I made my mistakes,
got nowhere to run,
the night goes on,
as im fading away.
im slipping off the edge,
im hanging from a thread,
i want to start this over again,
so i try to hold onto a time,
when nothing mattered.

I open my eyes i try to see,
but im blinded by the white light,
i cant remember how,
i cant remember why,
im lying here tonight
and i cant stand the pain,
and i cant make it go away.