I wish i could turn back and change everything!

Im sick of all the dirty looks..im not okay!

...i hate to feel...

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Lost within..pursuing the end..i fight for my chance to be lied to again.

You ask why i do what i do,
why i smoke pot and drink so much,
well maybe its just to get away,
away from myself,
my own hell.

Here i sit in this dark corner,
trying to think back on where i went wrong,
this life is all messed up from all my mistakes,
i got to get my life back together.

Im finding myself with nothing to say,
hurting from all the pain you poured on me,
im sinking ever second of each day,
cause im lost without your love.

Here i sit in this dark corner,
trying to think back on where i went wrong,
this life is all messed up from all my mistakes,
i got to get my life back together.

If only you knew how i felt,
if only you knew what those marks on the floor really where,
if only you knew that it was blood,
if only you knew it wasnt makeup instead.