Your scream is burning through my vains,
sooner or later your gonna hate it,
go ahead and throw your life away,
driving me under,
leaving me out here,
go ahead and throw your life away.

--breaking benjamin;sooner or later

Give me a chance to live life one more time

What stops the pain, smoking, drinking, drugs, sex, cutting..only makes it worse.

I cant take the pain no longer,
so no longer it will take,
I'll cut away the ache,
sorry for i forsake

--from my poem "Forsake"

Stumbling for another breathe,
I dont know how much longer I can hold this pain back

You cant save me,
you cant change me,
everything i feel,
is as if it isnt real.

Watch as it all fades away,

my little world turns to grey,

as my red roses turn black,

everything comes out of tack.

--from my poem..Long Last Rain

Burning in the flames of hell,
you hide within your shell,
as every day passes by,
nothings left for you but his empty lies.

--kinda dumb..sorry

Well im down to my last,
ready to see my final breathe,
these empty eyes see nothing,
no future,
only these broken dreams.

~NO LOVE FOR MYSELF~
im giving you my life,
im giving it all,
no love for myself,
where did i go wrong.
on these broken wings,
i'll fly away,
from this life of pain,
no love for myself.