My world slowly turns to gray,
i watch these clouds float over me,
lost in eternial hell,
waiting for my final dying day.

I see the walls closing in on me,
the light fading slowly to black,
i wish you knew how i felt,
if only you knew how much pain i carry on my back.

Once again i lock myself in my room,
open up my heart and see you pour out of me, all the lies and hate,
only knowing you have taken over me again

Sometimes life doesnt seem as it will go on,
sometimes you pray you wont see dawn.
sometimes the pain just doesnt go away,
sometimes you think there's no such thing as faith.
sometimes you just wanna die,
sometimes you wish to fly away.

Im a flunker in this life..all that you'll see is my mistakes, so let me be.

These days i hate who i've become

I got bruises on my heart

We are the people that you hate,
we are the b a s t a r d s that you created,
a generation with nothing,
a generation of all your sons and daughters.

--smile empty soul, nowhere kids

All my problems are for me,
i dont need your eyes to see,
i will be what i will be.

-smile empty soul;all my problems

I let myself fall into a lie,
i let my walls come down,
i let myself smile and feel alive,
i let my walls come down,
no matter i try i dont know why,
you push so far away,
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart,
and squized it full of pain