Its been so long since i havent had to fake a smile....

Until i met you...I never thought anyone could fill the hole he left in my heart...♥

I keep reaching my hand out into the air... trying to hold onto what used to be there...

And all thats left is an empty hand... searching for another...

I'd shed a thousand tears for your smile because I'd rather have you happy without me then later realising you were trying to save my tears by pretending to love me all along...

How are you sleeping soundly... while i lie here awake... why are we both smiling... but only mine is fake..

Sometimes we get so caught up in loving somebody, we just dont see that they dont love us back...

I believe his lies because theyre all i want to hear.. because the words that are all true may stab me more deeply then knowing he lied to me ever could...

Why did you drop me before I was ready to let go...

The day you l.e.f.t me was the day I
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