Its wasnt until I lost you that i realized i never really had you in the first place.

We cant be friends because you hurt me...
because i cant keep seeing you and knowing this is all there is...
but mostly Because i dont know how to not love you...

I never chose to run..
i just didn't know how to stop...

Because if I closed my eyes
and followed my heart
By the time I opened them,
I'd see you.

You know it was your heart that brought you here..