Maybe that's what made it happen
the secret behind the sin...

I search for you in the dark
under the illusion of a dream...

Some days
I walk around seemingly happy...

I'm stuck
in this self-created limbo...

Deep breaths
try to take it slow...

I thought I knew
what I wanted...

Open your eyes
Yes, I'm here...

Tip your hat
Smile at me...

Slipping in and out
of consciousness...

I don't even remember where
I was sitting when he came in...

Each word
a lost cause...

Laying here
with the cold thought of what if...