I am happy when my life is gone
My soul, left...

I’m so screwed, messed up inside,
True anger & hatred I cannot hide...

Words going back and forward
Can't decide and cannot hide...

Love is what i wanted
but i never did know...

Trapped in the moment
Captured by your smile...

What should I do?
You know I love you so...

I can’t, not again, after all that has happened.
Don’t force me, I have my reasons...

Denial is the first stage, In which i have passed,
My life, an empty page, a love that never lasts...

Where is love? I cannot see,
I don't understand how, It, could make a fool of...

Your words make me toss and turn,
Wondering if your love I have earned...

Alienated from everyone else Like I’m some kind...
Although you think I’m tough, It hurts because...

You expect me to be open right away but, I...
But don’t judge who I am, don’t make it set...