Why do I do this
Razor blades at my knees...

Why is it that every night brings such fears
All the fuking emotions bringing tears...

I scream and cry
and tear inside...

I know shes doing it
i can feel it inside...

In my last moments
my mind will race...

I'm trapped and I'm struggling
and need to find a way out...

The hurt are hurting
The once bled are bleeding...

I know what your doing
i know how you work...

A lie to truth
a mixed up place...

Why what i do
feels so right...

Something i dont normaly do and i dont realy...
her long sleve...

So you think I’m happy
But guess what I’m not...