Just a reminder

Why do I do this
Razor blades at my knees
Why is it so tempting
A kiss so made to please

Why is death so enlightening
To know you can bring him here
Why are they falling from my face
About something I no longer fear

Why all of a sudden
Am I depressed again
Why is it that it seems
The blade is my only friend

In a night so lonely and so dark
Why is all you think
Why is all you can say
As the blade begins to sink

Now u cant see the blade
As it seeps in
Bringing the deep red waters
Made to keep within

Why do we find pleasure
In such a fuking sin?
Why is it no matter how hard you fight
You never seem to win

A tattered and torn apart body
Laying lifelessly on the floor
A reminder of all the whys in life
And how they can mean so much more

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