Hate you love you hate you love you
i cant make up my confused mind
ur still there looking at me
even though u killed me that day
i still cant bring myself to hate you

*^*its hard to force a smile, force a laugh every now and then, but i only do it for you. i do it in hope that one day you'll fall in love with that smile and that laugh*^*

~~everything i say to you comes out wrong never right, everything i want to do is done by someone else, they didn't steal it from me, they just got there first. But it sure feels like they stole from me and my hurting heart
that can't depart~~

that's who i want to be...just me. But i still have to find that key so that half i can finally see

..::..i need to get away for awhile, run for a mile, and exclude the depressing things inside of me that have made that huge pile, and maybe for once i can smile..::..

That's who i want to be...just me. But i still have to find that key so that half i can finally see

* my weariness keeps growing inside patience growing thin... yet i keep my smile on and hope for that voice... the voice that'll bring all sanity back *

i wonder if ur thinking what i'm dreaming and if i'm dreaming what your thinking

As the pebbles drop
the clock goes tick tock
i still sit
even though it is the last day
i still wont take a freakin chance

..::..i wont cry a single tear over you because frankly my darling you aren't worth it..::..