Hate you love you hate you love you
i cant make up my confused mind
ur still there looking at me
even though u killed me that day
i still cant bring myself to hate you

U bring me up to the best that i can be
u bring me down to the worst that i can bbe...

"Mommy mommy! I gots me some magical beans!"

U confuse the hell out of me
I'm running back and forth
trying to get the real answer
to find some truth in it
but i come up empty handed

"I suggest you dont ask him out again"
I nod my head silently
nothing ever worked out for me
I'm so jealous of anyone who has love in their life
cuz it seems there will never be any in mine...

!!**Breathe in breathe out
inhale exhale inhale exhale
life will continue on
even when it seems like it's all ending**!!

**look into my eyes and tell me the truth. no more lies I want to know the complete truth so that I can understand. so that I will know if you\'ve been just telling me made up things all along**

**What you see is not what u get.**

..::.I soar past all the stars, all my hopes. some explode silently to nothing but dust floating around, all lonley. They shimmer and then fade...::.

*^*If who i am- is what ppl see- then that is not the real me- i am who i am not because of what i have but because of who i am inside*^*