Keeping to myself because I feel so helpless
Don't know what's the matter, I just dont...
It's like a recurring nightmare
That I go through repeatedly...
Sometimes u look at me,
Like i mean so much to u...
Another lonely night and I am so alone
Wanna talk to u, but too scared to call ur phone...
Day after day
night after night...
Happiness is so short lived
This life is full of tears...
Thinking about it for a few days u know,
i knew what it was coming to...
Sitting here alone tonight,
Crying: not facing my fears...
Sometimes I wonder why I feel so empty,
And why nothing in this world makes sense...
Feelings drowned in so much pain,
Thinking so much and driving myself insane...