Solitude

Another lonely night and I am so alone
Wanna talk to u, but too scared to call ur phone
Thinking of u, and I'm losing my mind
I'm confused and answers I cant find
Such good friends and now all is gone
What happened between us? What went wrong?

What happened to the shoulder I used to lean on
And the hands that wiped my tears
Not been that long that we're apart
But it feels like a million years
Can't go on without you
But then I don't wanna try
If you wanna show me that you still care
Dry my eyes before they cry

I remember the long and sweet conversations
And all the promises that you made
It seemed so real at the time
Never thought that it would fade
But all that remains is my solitude
And the memories trapped in my heart
How can it just end this way?
It was such a beautiful start

Being around u tears up my soul
Coz some feelings u just cant control
Time heals all? Somehow I don't find that true
Gonna spend all my life trying to get over you
The reason for my smile now makes me blue
You leave me confused, not knowing what to do.