This feeling i have i cant describe
im on top of the world
i control all but your heart
:(

Did i go though so many others
just so i would know when i found you
not to let go?

When you leave i hold you for a split second
And i charish that till i get to hold you again for that split second

When someone ask's
Are you happy
I want to be able to say yes
because I know that i have you

You dont really care you just want somebody to love you
even when you saw me hurting myself
you said it was ok

Not wanting leave
i turn around and say goodbye
goodbye to what we had
goodbye to you
goodbye to our friendship that i held so true

Love is a false illusion

wanting so bad to reach for that knife
wanting so bad to end it tonight
wanting so bad for everything to be differnt
wanting so bad to have you in my arms

Raged with anger
My mind only thinks about one thing
That blade
Hiden in a book
With all my solutlions
That Blade
With the words of knowledge

My Shattered Soul
Lying on the floor
Screaming
Crying
Bleeding Inside
Wanting To Die
>Silence<
>Drip<
>Drip<
My Shattered Soul
Cold
Life Less
Every Drop Drained
From My Shattered Soul