Be happy in the moment your in
No point of worryin if its not here yet

Fear runs thru my vains
as i walk thru those doors
my future is jus ahead
and i want to run away
but this is what i have been waiting for....

Go ahead try and pretend
that everything was my fault in the end...
but you didn't see that the one that was changin wasnt me..
*i just didnt want to be around that*

Emptiness is all i feel
saddness is all i hear
no one seems to be who they are
and life is just a dream

Tear drops falling from my face
just make them go away
saddness is all i feel
when everything should be okay

I feel like i wanna run wanna hide
from everything i feel inside
its tearing me apart
when i should be glad

I've got everything yet i feel so empty
if this is all and one great big plan im ready to start playing my part

....Just Sitting on The Side lineS...

Im not going to cry
im not going to wonder why
im not going thru this
one more time

I'm tired of crying
i'm tired of trying
i'm tired of it this time
i'm not going to let it control me

I won't open myself to get hurt....
not anymore, but i'm only killing myself that way.....