Love is beyond word so when you say love is this.... or love is when you... your wrong because you cant describe true love

Theres a spirt that seeks me out every night
It tells me:
Hold on
Dont let go
Fight for life
I tell this spirt show me how
and in my dreams i find the answers

Blade against my wrist slowly cutting out each second of pain i have ever felt
Each thought of pain i held
Each moment i wanted to die
My blade is what makes me perfect

Dont!
Stop!
Let go!
Dont do this!
Please let me go!
Why didnt he listen?
Why didnt he care?
Why'd he do this to me?
Why am i suffering today?
B/c of him wanting to feel like a man?

Let me be
let me go
let me be free

These scars haunt me today
These tear wont stop pouring
i cant take it today...

I will think of you for the rest of my life every second that goes
until the day i stop breathing

My heart will bleed tonight
my soul will leave tonight
my lips will never feel your sweet kiss again
my body will feel the cold of the lonely world
im sorry i know you tried..........

She wont go away
She can't go away
Shes got to much to fight for
Shes got to much to lose
If she was to go away today..........

What do you do when you have created the one you never wanted to be? And they just wont leave you alone.