Feelings hidden, a love thats forbidden, no one...

Please do me one favor, this is all I ask of you.
Forget I ever cared, that's all I want you to do...

I hide my pain behind my smile,
Trying and trying for awhile...

I'm just an ordinary girl,
With ordinary feelings inside my head...

And if I don't come home tonight,
Please don't think I'm not trying to make this...

It takes too long,
To start something new...

The bitterness starts this endless night,
and it lingers in the air...

I try and try, to put into words what I feel. But...
---I need some ideas for the title. Please help...

I let my feelings out on paper,
Cause it's the easiest way...

I fell for your lies, And now she is too, There's...

I know we weren't best friends,
I guess we weren't friends at all...

I know, it's long, please read..it would mean ALOT...
The truth is very painful, this my friend you see...