I hide my pain behind my smile,
Trying and trying for awhile...

I can't seem to pretend,
And I can't say I'm fine...

They don't understand the fact that,
I can't take it anymore...

I'm just an ordinary girl,
With ordinary feelings inside my head...

Three years ago today, my favorite aunt passed...

I'm tired:
Tired of being me...

And if I don't come home tonight,
Please don't think I'm not trying to make this...

I have no clue how I believed you. How could I not...

I remember it exactly, I was so happy. A little...

It's times like this, when I wish I would die. I'd...
Then I realize...these questions will never be...

I try and try, to put into words what I feel. But...
---I need some ideas for the title. Please help...

I tell myself I can't do it,
I tell myself no more...