Wow i took the knife
i actually used it this time...

Today was horrible
i was so frustrated at myself and mad...

Dear Sabrina,
You know where you can find me...

Covering her eyes
so no one can see...

i was frozen standing there
time went by slowly...

Tears absorb in my skin
it never goes away...

Her world came down collapsing
she stopped breathing...

Its long but please read all of it...
people think I'm perfect...

Gasping for air
her last breath was taken...

Amanda is the best
thing thats happened to me...

You're voice is in my Head
And your stuck under my skin...

I'm sick of this feeling
the one that i feel always...