Its long but please read all of it /:*************************************
people think I'm perfect
and don't take things at heart
they don't no the half
cause Ive covered up the marks
i am sick of caring what they say
and why do they even say it
is it cause they want life to be bad
and don't want me to live it
things people say i do take personally
its just the way i am
i don't really have many true friends
that will take my hand
it was all my fault
most of my true friends i have lost
i wanted to be popular
by that was a path i shouldn't have crossed
thing are worse being a center of attention
really it feels so alone
to have so many people surrounded
thats why i take my knife at home
when I'm with it I'm not alone
i have a true friend
marks from the ones that Ive lost
who i told id be there till the end
uncials carved in my arms
marks show my story's
now ill show them proudly
and someone will find out possibly
its not that i want attention
I'm just sick of hiding
tired of all the fear i hold
tired of all the crying
happily ill show you people what you do
and how i take out the pain
from all the names Ive been called
your the ones to blame
i wont lie anymore
about thees deep marks
this is just what shows you
what i took at heart
from now on you'll no
and you cant help it once you find out
ill make you feel so badly about what you did
i cut is what ill shout
from all the marks on my arms
my legs i had to use
its not my fault i took it that way
it was your fault i had to choose
maybe its wrong what i do
but its just as bad for you
cause all these marks thats weren't rite
were mostly all from you
be happy you made someone commit suicide
from being so stupid everyday
so now this is my final request
i hate most of you is the last thing i will say
but after that it wont be so bad
maybe you'll quite with making life pain
maybe i can stop with the knife
the marks will heal and no one will be to blame
I'm sick of getting taunted and teased
by your childish ways
if this is the way you want it
this is the way ill deal everyday
just remember my life can end
anytime i hear what you have to say
just stop being b.i.t.c.h.e.s.
and everything will be okay
~yeah this is fro two people who have no rite to call me names there just as worse..~
