I'll shut you out, you cant
come in..this is my life..and
i win..

i won this game..

You woke me up right
in the middle of the
misery scene..

Feel free to tear me up inside, im
dead already..theres nothing left
to hide..

I cry for you as i break inside, i
need you back in my life..

I tear my heart open, i sew myself
shut.. my weakness is, that i care
too much.. these scars remind me
that the past is real.. i tear my heart
open.. just to feel.. --papa roach

Why cant you just forgive me?
i dont want to relive all the mistakes
i've made along the way..-staind

I run away from all my pain,
and cradle up in the corner
of shame..

*rate

Falling, i keep falling down..
crawling, i cant feel the ground.
crying, im all alone again..
dying, all i need is a friend..

Theres a pulse in my arm, but
i cannot feel it.. i feel so numb

I cant find myself, slowly draining
all the happiness that was left in
me..down the drain everything goes..
it all becomes a blurr to me