Suicide...
The dark side of my life...
These tears leak down my cheeks
these tears so cold and so vein...
I've memorized every strand of your hair,
I smile, we had a secret affair...
I'm leaning over the toilet bowl,
Puking up, fresh blood...
She wasn't really anyone special
or anyone to admire...
I'm standing on top of a building
as cars are stopping to look up and stare, but I...
My heart is beating, slowly, not fast,
How must longer, will it take, for my spirit to...
Her face was full of joy
her hair was the purest white...
Broken into a thousand pieces
telling myself I'm free...
Counting the seconds,
Around me that pass...
You knew that I'd been hurt before
you knew that my past followed...
Everyday I watched him,
making sure no one saw...