Your mind is closed,
Your ears are closed...

I'm all alone
And it's late at night...

I have a best friend
His name is Blade...

Everyday I wake up
And hope it will be my last day...

My boyfriend told me
Cutting was addicting...

I try to make it everyday
I put a smile on...

I've been a cutter for 7 months
I've lived with pain for 10 years...

I always tried to figure out
Why you hated me...

You knew I was going through Hell
When I lived with you...

I stopped cutting for a month,
I thought this time I could actually stop...

My blade calls to me
It tells me everything will be o.k...

I go to my room
Lock the door...