The Reason

My boyfriend told me
Cutting was addicting
I told him
I stopped for him.

A few weeks later
We broke up
He saw the cuts
And I knew he didn't like it.

I thought to myself
I know no one cares for me
If we were still together
I wouldn't have started again.

He was the reason why
I started to be happy again
But now its over
And I'm back in this Hell hole.

Nobody knows how much I still love him,
That he was the one that made me stop,
All I want to do is end it all
And nobody sees the writing on the wall.

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