Confessions 57 HATORI

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Confession: you do a lot of things right.

Anywho....XD getting ready to go out....

Confession: i really do miss him scolding me an telling me to sleep. I'm half tempted to tell him what time I've been going to bed just so he'll scold me again cause I miss it. it's odd but I do...

Confession: funny how that old poem can make me cry. Only poem with my name ever in it. I wonder if he cares that much about me anymore..

O.O I haven't read those 2 poems in awhile...I think I will....though...I'm sure they don't have the same meaning....

Confession: I lost my sun the moon can't shine without the sun's light to reflect....

That IS the truth tay...

Confession: I wonder if he knows how much it hurts or if he really buys the I'm-fines

Confession: still the same old girl, i realize. i read the old poems written about her and realize she hasn't changed at all...she's just dropped some dirty habits in exchange for lying.

Confession: I'm okay, I'm strong, I can handle this now, but I still cry.

I'm going out in the rain. I don't know when I'll be back. I may check my itouch I might not. I may be back in 5 minutes or 5 hours I don't know.

*huggles tay*
I'll be back eventually...

*hugs kris too*

Confession: I think it's because he's ok now that he doesn't need me. And so he assumes that I don't need him. I think that's what happened and why I only get one or two messages a day from him anymore..

*hugs gabby*
alright laters

Don't die, m'dear. who'd yell at me and tay to sleep?? O.O

Confession: mm...roses.

Confession: redid that comment. wonder if he'll understand that i'm screaming for him to help me. help me that way he knows how...and he's not.

confession: i want a starbucks strawberries and creame..

-.- it stopped raining when I got out there.

and...let's just say I didn't have a very good jump to get back through my window...I'll prolly have more bruises later -.-

*shakes head*
I'm sorry Kris.

I got my hair caught when I tried to crawl under my blind -.- made it difficult to climb back in. Most annoying part was that it stopped raining. just a little lightning not even a lot. but hey look I didn't die.

*huggles you*
I am glad you didn't die, missy. *nods*

Confession: i just realized, I have more than five dollars in poems. oh, wouldn't he be proud. *rolls eyes*

Bout what?

*huggles you*
*sigh* I spose if I end up with more bruises that would fall under the category of not being careful....if the subject comes up I'll tell him I did it again...but maybe it won't come up....unlikely...but maybe...

..why things change?

Things change because life would be dull if they didn't, hon. What would the good be if everything was always the same?

Confession: *is impressed* I could almost get a toy at target!!!

*shrug* just thinking bout specific things is all. -.-

*looks at taylor and gabby sternly* bedtime for the both of you.

Kris, if i go to bed now, I won't wake up and i wont say goodbye to marisa. no sleeping. *nods* two more hours and then i can get up and shower. ^.^

Oh. The five dollar thing...

I used to tell jesse each of my poems was worth a penny. **i just reread that poem he wrote about it..** and so i have more than five dollars now. ^.^

You should get some sleep....(deja vu....I think the vampire has said that to me on countless occasions)

Later what?

If i sleep now i won't wake up. it'd be bad.

Set an alarm....

I love my alarm, it's so pathetic...heehee. ^.^
YOU sleep, woman. >.>

Rofl. i thought that was...creative. XD

It's going to be light soon. I'm gonna sleep myself here in a few minutes. -.- only cause I have work later today and it'd be bad if I fell off the lifeguard chair into the pool so not cool.

Ya, let all the little kiddies drown, kris. that'd be GREAT. XD

have sweet dreams for me, ok?

I got my sweet dream wishes from the vampire so I'll sleep decent I suppose, I don't usually dream though so *shrug* who knows.

I had to jump in to save a little kiddie once.

Mmm...well. sleep well then, Kris.

That was nice of you..
I mighta let them drown. rofl.
not really..i'm too nice. XD

Kris, be happpy, i'm gonna go sleep for an hour. >.<

Yea I'm off to sleep now. 5:19 not a personal best, but not bad at all.

*shakes head* tsk tsk.

*waves* get some sleep you 2. I'm out.

Confession: i slept through all three alarms. XD

Confession: I think i finally fell asleep at 5. I think.

Confession: I'm off to see the wizard...or orthodontist! >.<

Confession: yes, five AM. well, tay, seeing as i turned in at four, sitting there for an hour hopped up on sugar was FUN. XD

Confession : First day of summer oh how I miss my love already . . I will see him soon though :]]

Confession: Is STILL writing thank you's. quite annoying.

Confession: *is bored*

Confession: Is that "thing" under Katty's bed...

Confession: *isn't sure*

Sam you should check for me