I really f***ed up

I f***ed up with my bst friend ad now he's gone idk how to cope or refrain from relapsing my wrist is gunna be shredded by morning probubly...

I know how it feels to lose a best friend I know I lost mine and it was for good...it's been 4 years since we haven't talked.
I see her around but only say hi, which kills me inside but she has her reasons.

But I never dealt with it by cutting or hurting myself I just had to face the fact that I messed up and there's nothing I could say or do to make it up to her.

There's a lot of others ways babe just don't hurt ur self.. Just give it time and see wat happens darl...(: x

I know i didnt relapse but it is so tempting we are somewhat on speaking terms we were gunna talk today during lunch but five mins into it i had to go. my dad came cause i had a meeting with an administrator. i wrote a poem to him telling him i was sorry but idk what he thought. he wrote me 2 more poems today and they made me cry even more...

Awwww were the poem he sent you sweet?

I'm sure you guys will become back bestfriends again
But don't cry and hurt yourself you probably made a mistake iv messed up so much times its not funny ...(: x

Just talk things through ......a good cry helps sometimes or maybe a small change in your life

I'll cry if i post the poems

I'll cry if i post the poems

Wat happened actually...

Maybe you need to have a good old cry, get it out of you in a less damaging way eh?

Live never to be ashamed of anything you write.

Cailm down and breath, you know you screwed up, you made a mistake, its not the end of the world. learn from it and know how to avoid it in the future.