What kills you inside?

  • Angel
    10 years ago

    My insecurities

  • Redangelwings
    10 years ago

    Thinking about the future.

  • Poet on the Piano
    10 years ago

    Hearing someone tell you about a tragedy in their family and feeling helpless.

  • Redangelwings
    10 years ago

    Not being able to help anyone including myself

  • Saturos
    10 years ago

    That I had what I "wanted", and that it wasn't good enough, that it never is good enough. That I achieve goals, arrive at my destination, and realize that it's the journey that pleases me, the struggle, not the peace at the end.. That I can't understand myself.

  • Beautiful Soul
    10 years ago

    I think the journey is great as well.

    Shelters that kill animals. Sigh don't get me started

  • Angel
    10 years ago

    Knowing that he loves me but is scared of ruining what we have

  • Thomas
    10 years ago

    The inability to aid those in need...
    The inability to act... the state if immobility.
    Ignorance, idiocity, arrogance...
    I think that summs it up.

  • Angel
    10 years ago

    Knowing that i'm not his anymore

  • Beautiful Soul
    10 years ago

    I hate that people will always use me for something and I'm still always nice to them.

  • Poet on the Piano
    10 years ago

    Not being able to understand why someone does something. Wanting to be able to connect with them. Open up, etc.

  • Beautiful Soul
    10 years ago

    Seeing people hurt.

  • [X]dOrK7AgOny[X]
    10 years ago

    I know the feeling and it breaks my heart everytime. Sometimes i even wake up crying.

  • Beautiful Soul
    10 years ago

    I usually cry myself to sleep.

    It kills me that this world is so cold and unwelcoming

  • Trinity Heart
    10 years ago

    Remembering how I holded her hand and said "I love you too babe"

  • Beautiful Soul
    10 years ago

    Knowing I can't have him

  • LittleMsPink
    10 years ago

    Feeling that i dont belong anywhere....

  • Dedicated To The One I Love
    10 years ago

    My birthday when I shared it with her

  • Beautiful Soul
    10 years ago

    Knowing I am no longer happy

  • Trinity Heart
    10 years ago

    Not being able to drink wine in memory of her

  • Beautiful Soul
    9 years ago

    Knowing I have to let go to move on

  • Trinity Heart
    9 years ago

    Realizing I'm cold hearted without hope of moving on

  • Beautiful Soul
    9 years ago

    Knowing I cannot see the good in me

  • Poet on the Piano
    9 years ago

    ^ Keep trying to though, no matter how hard. That day will come.

    Not having the strength to speak up. I'm getting there slowly but it's still difficult when the person is talking of other things and you just want them to stop for a second.

  • Beautiful Soul
    9 years ago

    I think we all have that problem. It's seen as rude.

    Not having the courage to show people who I am.

  • H. Elizabeth
    9 years ago

    ^show them who you. Will it really matter in ten years? Stay positive!

    It kills me that he will never get out my life and it kills me more that I don't want him to leave. I hate loving him

  • Trinity Heart
    9 years ago

    ^ I have that problem it's rather annoying

    It's amazing for all that I've tried I'm still cold and it's pointless having emotions if I can't seem to get to the point I promised God

  • Beautiful Soul
    9 years ago

    Hurting my girl because I'm hurting

  • The Jew
    9 years ago

    "Hurting my girl because I'm hurting

    How so????

  • Beautiful Soul
    9 years ago

    It's very hard to explain but we have a deep connection and she feels when I am hurting

  • LoneWolf
    9 years ago

    It honestly may not sometimes seem like it for me, but it kind of hurts to be alone sometimes. Being a lone wolf has its drawbacks

  • Beautiful Soul
    9 years ago

    Honesty is very hard to hear sometimes but it's good to hear it.

    Anyways. Feeling depressed and knowing I cannot do anything but feel trapped

  • Poet on the Piano
    9 years ago

    ^ Very true, James.

    Keep your head up, take each day at a time and have something to look forward to.

    Planning out what I'm going to say, sort of organizing my thoughts and working them out with someone... then not saying anything because bringing it up takes courage and would drift from the original conversation.

  • Beautiful Soul
    9 years ago

    My parents giving up on me

  • Kakera
    9 years ago

    Being born a transperson and the threat of psychological and physical violence it brings.

  • Beautiful Soul
    9 years ago

    Not knowing who I will be one day to the next

  • Kakera
    9 years ago

    Wishing you weren't alone in an empty apartment while still knowing that you'd hate it if you weren't, too.

  • -Choke-On-MY-Halo-
    9 years ago

    Knowing that i cant forgive my sister for hurting me

  • Kakera
    9 years ago

    Having lost that one love poem written four years ago to my first love for her 18th birthday, not knowing if it still hangs on her bedroom wall, or if she has even kept it at all.

  • Beautiful Soul
    9 years ago

    Feeling like I'm not good enough for anyone or anything.