AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

I am really confused.
I don't beleive in love,
But my friends tell me I am
What do you think?

JOURNAL ENTRY: 4/22/05 (word for word)

I just want to die.
Why cant I tell him how I feel about him?
I can't just come out and say,
I don't know...
When I'm around you
I fell safe, scared, happy, sad,
like your the only person in the world I need, yet, when I'm near you i also feelalone, cuz, you don't feel the same way. I can't stand to be near you or have you even touch me but, I need you. You the only person Who can get me completly upset and even make me cry without doing anything.

that doesnt man that you are in love hun. it could mean that though. i can't tell you whether or not you are in love. but i can tell you that the best idea would be to tel him that you like him and need him. and if he still doesnt feel the same way...well he's lettin go a great thing. and there isnt much you can do about it. i know how you feel though. good luck.
~Freak~