GEORGI!! come here!

HAHHHHAHA OMPOTHMHA!! lol!! That's fun to say..yikes, I'm going now..pray for me please...My dad's going to throw me in a lake with alligators, and I'm scared cuz I took a quiz that told me I was going to die by being eaten alive. lol!!! it was 100% certain I was going to die that way! lol!!!

Yes,...poor Nana,....the mental abuse you must have endured talking to Nikki!! What mean and terrible things she must have said!! hAHAHA, you're such a strong woman, Nana, that that probably didn't even bring a moment of reflection, lol.

lol! yes, Georgi, Car is here.!!

YIKES GTG!

Forgive me if I don't sign off properly this once please!! Dad's yeling 4 me to go!

hey car!!! BYE SI SI! LOVE YA!

hows life for ya mi dear? havent spoken in a while! :(

~georgi

meatball hoagie #1

Hey Georgi! How have you been? My life is fairly boring, and a bit sore. I've been trying to work out my big ghetto butt... it's going ok, i guess, lol. I'm so sore from it! And I have a bunk bed... which is highly uncomfortable, so my back keeps spazzing out. But other than that... great!!!!

I had a meatball hoagie at Subway today... I thought of all of you!
Mwah!

Car

*Rhubarb, OMPOTHMHA!!!! ;)

heylooo people!!! omg u had a meatball haogie car?!?!? what ARE they ?!?! cause me n si si dont know!! :'( heyloooo war chinchilla pirate child amigo! how are you!?!??! my life is pretty shit right now guys! my report from school was SO bad and im doing my mocks (like poractice GSCE'S) in 4 months and i know fuck all! im so screwed! help me!!

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they r like the HUGE exams that u take when your 16. i take them next year. and the practice ones are in november. thats exactly what happens to me i get so depressed n im like "well whats the point?" so i dont work. but im gonne try and get some control of my life. otherwise i wont get anywhere.
y is ur life crap?
~georgi
meatball hoagie #1

I'm sorry your life kind of sucks, WCPCA... ecstasy is some crazy stuff... One of my friends was on it... She promised she'd stop too, which she didn't, right away. She did eventually... but tell your friend that stuff can kill her... there was a sixteen year old that took two little e pills and just started seizuring and died. Scary stuff!!

Georgi, I've heard of those exams! in French class, I did. Those tests like, define the rest of your life, don't they? Like, college entrances and such? Scary! Don't get down on your grades... you'll make it, just fine. A meatball hoagie is a sort of sub.... I had mine on Italian Herbs and Cheese bread, and then there are four meatballs in the middle, covered in provologne cheese and parmeasean cheese, and practically dripping with marinara sauce. YUMMI!

~WCPCA~... I didn't get mentioned on your profile... :looks sad: Oh, but I decided it was a good idea to give shout outs to my meatball hoagies, so I'll be mentioning y'all on my profile! Mwah!

Have a fabulous day!

Car

*Rhubarb, OMPOTHMHA*

lol yep they are very very very very important exams, without them, im literally a nobody!! lol omg WCPCA r u okay? im so sorry about ur best mate, try talking to her again, dont give up ok? why did u try and leave? u mean kill urself? when? pls dont, ill cry :( and the meatball hoagies will be devastated :(

~georgi
Meatball hoagie#1
ps. those meatball hoagies sounded GOOOOD car!!

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ps. I TOTALLY HAVE THE NEW HARRY POTTER BOOK BABY! WOO HOO!

sierra let me no when u come online, im gonna be up for absolutely ages

~georgi
meatball hoagie #1

WHOOOO!!! I"M BACK EVERYONE!!! I'm sunburnt as hell, but i'm baccck!!! Aghh..but I have to get off until 9 o'clock tonight!!! Parent's new rule cuz they say I'm online too much--BLAQ! Untrue! False!! I object!

Okay..so what if i am..so what??? lol

WOOOOOOOOOT WOOOOOTT! i got the new book too! lol!! I was like the oldest child in line, lol! i looked like such a dork!!!!! ahahahahahhahahaha I had like 17 year old twins staring at me!! It was hysterical..and i got lost in the HUGE walmart!

YAY! CAR!!

Did ya'll miss me????? hehehe

OMFG!! the lake we rented a cabin at!! EWWWW!! It was soo nasty! I mean, the water was BLOODRED!! Seriously....and there were alligators there, but we didn't see any...the cabin was nice though....i didn't get any sleep though...i felt nauseous from the sunburn...i think I could have sunpoisoning..ooh crap..

i gtg!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!

~Sierra

__Meatball Hoagie#2__

9pm u have to go? so thts like 2am my time!?!?!? thts fine! lol, its about 4pm where u are isnt it?!?! im confusing myself, anyway I MISSED UUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!! and im lonely :(:(:(:(:(:(:( come baaaaaaaack! OMG THE HARRY POTTER BOOK! im gonna start reading it tonight! hehehhe woah im a dork.

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~georgi
Meatball hoagie #1

Hahahaha!! I can get on @ 9, tho I'm sneaking on now, but not 4 long....okay so 9 oclock I get on..it would be.....yeah..about 2 there, lol...SWIZZLEY THEN! lol!!

I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!! AHH! It felt like ages...even though it was barely even a day..lol.

OMFG!! Right now the harry potter book is soo borrrinnnnnnngggggg and I'm on page 46.....*snoring* Not so spiffy or exciting as the others, lol!!!!!!

Hahahahahhaha, if you're a dork cuz you're reading it tonight...holy....i should be like the biggest nerd in the planet cuz I'm reading it only 45 minutes after I bought it...lol! Then again, there are those who read it immediately after purchase..and thank god I'm not one of those..lol!! Well...i used to be,....but I'm just plain old boooreddd!! AHH!

There are thunderstorms here...:-/ Yay......*monotonous tone*

Hey Car........................Honestly, I want the truth...do you think Zac is sort of like player??

I mean, I never suspected I was the only one he loved, because of Emma, but then again....I never thought I was just one of many....and as I read some girl's comment on his myspace....I was shocked. I got this nervous feeling in my stomach, and it's not helping any.....nauseia (sp?)

Ohgod...shutting up, lol, Georgi....HAHAHAHHAHHA THat was the funniest thing I've EVER read on bebo, lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omfg! I'm still laughing and that was about an hour ago, lol!!! OMG i love you!!

HAHAHA SOOOO Much loveles to my fellow meatball hoagiers..lol!!

~Sierra

__Meatball Hoagie#2__

hurry up and come online will u! im bored and simply can NOT wait for 2 more bloody hours!!!!!!!!!

~georgi
meatball haogie #1

i am sooooooooooooooooooo tired my eyes are drooooooooooooooooping and my harry potter is calling meeeee! Sierra hurry up and come online darn it! o lord i cant do it! i cant! my eyes are caving in! noooo the light is gone!!!!

meatball hoagie #1, signing off

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i think i have aim lol whats ur name thingy?!

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its four minutes past 9 sierra. ur late!

im going to bed!!!! i bet your like sitting with ur HP book not even realizing the time! lol love you!

~georgi

NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! lol! I was forced to watch a neverending love tale! lol!!! AHH! Don't go! lol!

THe hP book sucks so far! agh! *spits* DON"T GO!!! lol!!!

My Sn is LonelyOne2Night!!

COREYYYYYYYYY!!! Lol! I missed you so much! and now I gtg to bed..lol! NIGHT!

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

Sierra, to honestly answer your question... yes, I do. I feel kind of bad, I mean, he's a good friend, but... he's a very confused kid. He just plays people... I can't count the gfs. And the thing is, he doesn't want commitment... he wants a gf. And when the gf starts to realize that's all he wants, they begin the break up process, but by then, he's already got a gf lined up. Don't get me wrong, he cares about them, but... I also don't think he knows what love is. let me let you in on a secret: I have lost almost all romantic interest in him... even though he says he loves me. I just... after some of the things, I can't bear to be hurt so bad again. And, he thinks he's bi... which kind of grosses me out. He wants too much to please other people. To me, confidence is the sexiest thing a guy can have, more sexy than his face or his smile or his charm.

I HAVE THE NEW BOOK, TOO! I MADE MY DAD BUY IT! I PRACTICALLY HAD TO BEG!

Did y'all see my shout out to you on my profile? :Smiles: Yay, meatball hoagies!

Car

Thanks so much, Car!! lol! (I LOVED THE SHOUT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol!! Awsomeness)

After a while, though, I sort of began to realize it. Basically, all I can do now is back down. I know he doesn't need me at all, so why continue hurting myself, right? It'll take some time to heal from it, naturally, but I think I can manage just being a friend like you are.

Yes, he told me he was bi, lol, for some odd reason, REALLY strange, I find that hot. :-P.

You see, I can't stand the whole confidence thing in a guy....because then he gets too much, and THEN he becomes cocky, arrogant, and selfcentered and starts rubbing me the wrong way.

Why doesn't Emma ever realize that either than??? I keep falling for guys that eventually turn out to be players...I don't see why that is, but it just sort of happens that way.....Damn, I hate associating the word "player" to Zac, I REALLY do, but that is what he is, and in the end, he's going to change JUST like Eddie did, and if I don't back away, he's going to hurt me even worse when he tells me to go die.

DAMNIT I HATE THIS WHOLE RESERVE THING! I hate being on my guard around him, I hate what he does to me unknowingly, I hate the fact that when I talk, he hardly talks back, I hate the fact that everything is MY fault and that I'm always the sorry one, for everything I do, I HATE that he can't ever possibly love me like I love him. Or should I say loved??

I'm sorry....that was just venting, I guess. I had to get that out because it's been buiding up inside of me for so long, and where is a better place to say that than in front of my fellow meatball hoagiers??

hahahha, your dad must have looked like a geek then!! lol!!!! :-P.....hahahahahh....I picture that in my mind...people looking at him funny and him stammering saying, "Oh, no..it's not for....it's for my daughter...I swear." lol!!!! hahahaha...okay..lol, sorry...lol~~~~

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

i dont knoe zac so i cant possibly comment on this. but ido know tht i want u to be happy sierra :)

I hated today so much, it was so pointless. My family is one huge lie. There are four of them. my mum and my brother sam, and my stepdad and my brother duncan, then me. i dont belong, im fucking fed up with it. Its like im just a teenage girl visiting a family, i cant feel any sort of belongingness (haha kl word) with any of them.
Sam, well hes a little annoying boy. he cries if he doesnt get his own way and invents new ways to get me in2 trouble every day. hes definately the favourite and can get away with anything at all. He is also very selfish.
Duncan, wow he asks WAY to many questions. he is so loud and annoying and asks poinltess things 24/7. u cant watch a film with him cause he just asks asks asks ALL THE BLOODY TIME!!!! he drives me insane.
and my stepdad!! woiah! He is SO SELFISH. i hate him. he doesnt like me and always thinks hes right about everything. He only loves duncan and sam cause he feels he should, and pretends to love me but in reality. would only jump in2 a burning building for HIS children. he'd leave me to die. he is so patrenising (sp?) and i swear he looks for ways to hurt me. just little things like making the hole family a cooked breakfast and calling them all downstairs to a neatly layed table and then saying "i didnt make one for you George" and i have to sit in my room while i hear laughter from downstairs and i feel so alone. And he treats meas though im this thick girl who doesnt know anything. He tells me im stupid when i dont put down a towel before a shower, and tells me to fuck off if i come into his room to check if my mums there. and he is just so mean to me all the time and those looks he gives me, like im this huge dissapointment to him, these cold looks tht make me feel like im being cornered into this tiny room. I HATE HIM. HATE HIM

my life is begginging to feel like a chore. i go thru everyday just wishing it would end.

Georgi!!!!!!!!!!! Girl, you're not alone!!! I swear, that's what it was like for me at my house all the time. There was absolutely no trust, my stepdad, Mark, always degraded us, Savannah and I, whenever we made one simple mistake. It was so hard to get through, but we made it together.

I can't type much more right now cuz i gtg, my dad's being mean............i'm so sorry hun but i'm telling you right now, your life isn't a chore, it has meaning and it has a future!!!! And you, my love, have a friend riiiighhtt here...so i love you! I'll talk to you later! Sorry I was late last night! lol!!

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

Ooooh, are we talking about the annoyingness of families?? Let me in! You aren't alone Georgi:

My mom. Well, she's great, and all, but lately, she's been SO wacked out. She yells at me for everything, and I can only drive properly when she's distracted by a cell phone or actually, dare I say, in a good mood. She wants to take away my P&Q account as well as my myspace and tagged, she says they are "unnessecary" and that there are too many "Morbid, disgusting poems" on this site. LIKE I WRITE MORBID, DISGUSTING POEMS!!! :Bark, bark: That's where the barking came from...

Dad: I don't really want to bash him, cuz he's been working really hard all the time, but... my little sister gets her way, all the time. I mean, all the freaking time. The other night, I'm watching TV, and she comes down and changes the channel. Naturally, I'm like, "Hey!" but she won't let me change it back. So, I say, "If you don't want to agree or compromise, I'll just turn it off". So, since she continued to be a brat, I turned it off. My dad came in and said, "Why would you do that? I ahve watched the whole thing! Let your little sister have it!" Then I got yelled at more for saying "Big surprise, she gets her way again." HE GAVE HER A KEY TO MY ROOM!!!!! Is that not unfair? :Bark!:

My older brother: He got in a car accident a week or two ago, and he is SOOOO grouchy. He likes to think he's the dad and can order me around. Ha. He's always yelling at me and such. Ugh. I'm sick of him. :bark! bark! bark:

The little sister: what is there to say? She answered the phone, and I was reading, so I asked her to ask who it was, and she says, "No." So, I say, "tabe, please ask who it is!" And she, from upstairs, says, "no!" And so I'm in the process of going up the stairs and she says, "If you don't get up here, I'll hang up on whoever it is. " I was like... you little... and so I get up there, and go to the phone in her room, and it's my babysitting job. And he heard the whole thing. He says, "I told her my name already..." and I told him that it was ok, she was just being a brat, and she said, "Stop talking about me or get out of my room." I wanted to kill her. Oh! And she's deaf. You have to repeat things five times, and she butts into convos and movies to ask what's going on. :BARK!:

So, yeah.

sierra... confidence does NOT mean cockiness, not at all. I'd rather have someone that knows who they are than someone who is pretending to be something they are not. I'm confident... does that make me arrogant?

Hehe, I bought it, Sierra, I just made him give me money!

Car

*Rhubarb, OMPOTHMHA!

*STOMPS UP AND DOWN*
DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *curses under breath*

STupd...fucking computer...mother...site....kill.......grumbling like an idiot.

I TYPED THIS WHOLE FREAKING LONG MESSAGE BUT I TOOK TOO LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT A REFUND FOR MY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! *tear*

::Pouts in the corner::

THIS SUCKS!!

I said something about you all!

AGHH i love you all so much....I can't even begin to describe my hectic life...so I won't...but trust me...it's like a soap opera, lol.

I want a refund 4 the 1st 100 pages cuz they sucked, lol!!!!!

Georgi, hang in there, love..i know it must be getting hard!!!!!!!!!!! But if it weren't 4 you, i would have just shot myself to end my boredom of sitting in my room with no internet!!!!! So be proud! You save my life with every letter I get from you!!!

Car-you've helped me in countless ways....you've been sooooo generous to me, and as I looked at my poems, i realized how long we've been there 4 each other!! A pretty long time, and you have sooooooo much insight and advice for me on my problems, and even those dealing with Zac...you've been a real treasure to me, so valuable, and undeniably sweet, even at times you had no reason to be.

Kristen, lol, I have all your feminine needs in this little bag over here!! lol!!!!! Thanks 4 talking with me online! I hope to get to know you a bit better, but I really am proud that you're part of this "association" lol!!!! I think, that on our way to Colorado, when my friend corey and i have a road trip to Colorado 4 New Years when we're 18, and when we pick up Georgi so she can sit on his head or throw tarter sauce at him or w.e. TICKLS HER PICKLE, lol, you'll come along, and we'll even get Carlee.....and we can alll be merry..our meatball hoagie selves!! WOOT WOOT!!

We can even sing our theme song that our dear Georgi so beautifully wrote! lol!!!!!!!

~Sierra

__Meatball Hoagie#2__

You had a druggie dad that ditched you when you were three, too, kristen? Hmmm... coincidence. Mine was abusive, too.

Sierra! You rock, buddy... we have been here for eachother for a loooong time.... you're a treasure, too!

We'll pick up meatball hoagies on the way! Whoot~

Car

*Rhubarb, OMPOTHMHA

i cant wait either! sorry about last night i was in SUCH a bad mood. im ok now.

Honey, PLEASE dont try n kill yourself again, PLEASE, the meatball hoagies would be lost without you :( remember that breacelet u sent me? I wear that every single day, not a moment goes by when i dont think of you.

Hey sierra, thankyou for everything you are a true star and i love you so much darlin!! Im very lonely without you right now! come online soon!

Car i havent known u very long dearest, but i love you anyway cause without u the meatball hoagies would definately not be in motion! never change cause u r an angel and i love you

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-georgie
meatball haogie #1

awww, chickas we're just all filled with looveee, aren't we? aww...........hehehe *evil grin* NOW LETS SO SMASH THINGS!!!!! WOOOOOTTTTTTTT WOOOOOOOOOOTTTTT

Pass the........"Sprite"........lol.

Hahaha, Georgi!!!!!!! The thread you made a long time ago in the Sadness and Depression Forum is still there....lol...I read over it, and it took me an hour and that's the thread where we started the meatball hoagies!! lol! The whole....ano, depressed, sad people come here thing, lol!! WE WERE BASHED but we still had fun! oOoOO good memories! lol!

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

yeah good memories indeed. OMG my bloody mother, she is driving me up the wall, she is SO selfsh and doesnt give a shit about how IM feeling, its all about her. HSAHHDHF SMASH THINGS!!!
i wrote a song today on my guitar, cant figure out a good ending though...and my bloody pick is broken :( xxxxx
~georgi
MBH #1

Don't use a pick!! Where's the Pain in that?? lol!! You don't get callous by using a pick!! SIlly goosey!! ANd that callous is going to help us smash things that have glass!! lol!!!

OMG! Just drive her up the wall, say stupid things around her like, "MOM LOOKOUT THERE"S A FROG PENIS ON THE WALL!" hahahahahaha

Or...

"Mom, you've got bird poo in your eye.." lol!!!!!!!!!!

SOrry..i'm extremely hyper....i ate about 12 cyber cookies today..lol!!

THE SUGAR RUSH

what's the song about???

~Sierra

MBH#2

hey, its about love for a guy who doesnt even notice her.
and the other ones, well im not sure what its about, its like saying how when this guy is around, everything is amazing, but as soon as he leaves, the girl goes crazy.

omg im organsing a sailing trip right now!! haha with me and 2 of my best friends chris and megan omg it wll be hilarious have u ever been sailing? ive never laughed so hard in my enitre life it is SO amazing! u have to keep swapping sides of the boat your in, and if ur not careful the boat will tip over, naturally when i did it, it tipped over quite frequently! and seriously u go SO fast and fall in the water SO fast tht it makes u piss urself with laughter!!! i almost drowed from laughing so much!

hahahahahhahhaahahaha
~georgi
MBH#1

HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

I've never gone sailing before...::pouts::

Wow..I bet a lot of people can relate to that song!!!!! Make it really catchy and you'll be famous in NO time, lol!!

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

hehhe i hope so! i want more than anything to get out of this place and go somewhere where people actually appreciate me and my music. :(

~georgi
MBH #1

I appreciate you :-D...I'm sure I appreciate your music!!!!!

Come live with me!!!! Life is....suitable....lol!! Together, we can go live with my Nana!! YAYY!! lol.

I'll bbs, my family is going to see Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory in theaters, woot woot!

~Sierra

__meatball hoagie#2__

i wanna see charlie and the chocolate factory!! I LOVE THT GUY!!!! NOOO TAKE ME WITH YOU :(

i think i will come and live with u actually
see ya there!

~georgi
MBH#1

Hahaha, I rather liked it! lol!! Johnny was so childishly cute!!!! Adorable!! lol!

Hm............lol, I'll ask my mom if you can be my pet!! I can feed you, and walk you, and ooh, goody, this'll be fun!! As long as you don't go humping strangers like my dog, I'm sure we'll get along just nicely!! lol!! :-P

~Sierra

MBH#2

lol!!!! omg GUESS WHAT! AHHH YAY YAY YAY!!!!!! ahhhhhhhh! SO EXCITED!

~GEORGIE THE MEATBALL HOAGIE QUEEN!

HAHAHHHAH, ^That was funny Kristen, but I've never heard of a brain so malfunctional that it went BOOM! All you gotta do is keep up, silly!! lol!!!!

WHAT GEO?? You said Guess What?? WHAT? ??? WHAT? WHy didn't you just type it assuming I was asking that? lol!! WHATTT???? lol!!

You're a vampire now too? Oh swizzle!!

~Sierra

__MEATBALL LOVING HOAGIE#2__

hahahahahahhaha soz was a lil bit excited! im seeing a guy i like on thursday hehehehehehe