please read, it means so much.

~hey im steph, can u plz comment on some of my poems? i will return the favour!!! here is one of my poems called watch me die:~

As i sit on my bed, i shake
i hold on so tightly to that blade
i look down at my wrist
i see all the other cuts that Ive made

i remember when i did them
i remember the pain
i remember those times Ive thought of the knife
and just could not restrain.

i think of all those tears Ive cried
the ones that no one knew
all those screams into my pillow
the blood stained sheets and clothes too.

well these tears I'm crying now,
will finally be my last
all that pain i feel, that sadness
the memories in my past

why is no one here to stop me?
oh yeah, because no one cares.
i told them that i can not stand it
but still, they are not there.

i place the blade on my wrist
like Ive done so many times before
before i cut it think through things
no one cared that inside I'm torn

I feel a surge of hurt anger
i push with all my strength
i slide the blade across
its so deep and long in length!

my tears mix with the blood
i scream my last words as i cry
I WARNED YOU ALL OF THIS U DIDN'T CARE
SO NOW COME WATCH ME DIE.

~i cant take this f-ing life anymore!!!! I'm not planning on being here for my 15th birthday.~

I'm so sorry for all of the pain you go through day by day. i know it might not sound like much but please keep strong and never give up, you're so young and such a talented writer. you have much to live for. i know things are hard but behind each thunderstorn lied a sunshine in desguise. things will get better. just dont give up!

if you ever need to talk email or mesage me at wefr85@yahoo.com or private message me through here. take care!